I'm not doing too well tonight, mentally and emotionally. Perhaps just going to bed will help.

I'll explain more tomorrow, but, right now, I feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest and being stomped on. Tears keep acting on their threats and I'm struggling to keep the smile on my face and in my words. This entire day was a struggle, but I made it until 8 this evening without anyone knowing.

If you pray, can you pray for me? Pray for this guilt I'm still feeling. Pray for healing of the mind, body and soul. Pray for me. If you don't know what's up, don't worry. God does.