But.
I am still hurting. I am hurting on this day of days for what I no longer have. I am hurting for my three consecutive years pregnant on this holiday with only one child to show for it. I am hurting that I am not (still or again) pregnant this holiday as well (that I know of). I am hurting that I can't do more for all of those babies out there who do not have on this day.
Why can't I have arms as full as the love I have in my heart for all of those babies out there in this world and those no longer in it?
One thing I do know, we are extremely thankful for this little girl.
