Saturday, September 18, 2010

I'm really thinking that I'm turning invisible. Literally.

Day Sixteen of 30 Days of Me

Another picture of yourself

Well, it is technically me. It's just not of my face. Ha ha.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Day Fifteen of 30 Days of Me

Put you ipod on shuffle: first 10 songs that play

I included links to the songs on youtube for your viewing pleasure.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Day Fourteen of 30 Days of Me

A picture of you and your family

This last one was a reflection of me and the Timmy on the Bean in Chicago.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Day Thirteen of 30 Days of Me

A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Dear ____, You don't know that you've hurt me. You wouldn't know why you would have, even if you knew. But you did, and you have.

I can't bear reading about what is going on. It's
too new. It's too fresh. You don't have any reason not to write about it. So go ahead. I just won't be reading it.

I will avoid any accidental readings about it until further notice. I will stay away from it until I can handle it better. That day will come, eventually, but I don't know when.

You keep on smiling and writing about everything. You deserve this. I'm not going to deny that.

I'm just not ready to read it.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Day Twelve of 30 Days of Me

How you found out about blogger and why you have one

I've known about blogger for what seems like forever. I just never had one because I was able to use other social media sites for the same reason. But, as more and more people use such sites (i.e. facebook), I've felt that I can't really express myself. That's how my blog was formed.

Occasionally, I even feel hindered on here. I want to vent certain thoughts and feelings, but I am worried that they will be talked about behind my back amongst people that should just talk straight to me. Or, likewise, people will start incessantly harassing me about things I wrote on here. That's why I quit livejournal and myspace. That's not quite why I'm avoiding facebook right now, but I still feel that way on there from some people.

So, a question/favor for whomever is reading this blog: If you know me in real life and I write something on here, will you just keep it pretty much to yourself? You can (privately) ask me about it, but not too much. Please? Things are about to get crazy around here and I know I'll need a place to share my inner joys and struggles.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Day Eleven of 30 Days of Me

Another picture of you and your friends

All of my most recent pictures of me and my friends are from my wedding, almost a year ago. Like I've previously said, Charlotte hasn't shown me any good friends yet and it's been way too long since I've seen the ones truest to me. I miss them.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Day Ten of 30 Days of Me

Songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyper, mad

When I'm happy, I like upbeat, funny songs.

When I'm sad, anything kinda about what I'm sad about. Those songs seem to make me cry and, when I'm sad,
I need help crying or else I hole it up inside and end up exploding in a not so ladylike way.

When I'm bored, all music tends to make me feel even antsier. Weird, I know.

When I'm hyper, I don't sit still and pay attention to music for certain songs to make a difference.

When I'm mad, I like songs that just sound angry. Well, those or classical.