I'm just waiting for things to get going and I'm feeling antsy. I've been doing a lot of questioning and wondering recently about whether I'm doing enough. Am I doing enough to make a difference? Am I doing enough to please God? Am I doing enough to please the Timmy? And i don't have any answers yet. I don't expect full answers, but I would just sometimes like to know if I'm on the right track.
Recently, I have felt that I need to do more. I have a feeling that I am destined to do something wonderful, but I don't know what. I've been trying to keep my eyes, ears and heart out seeking what that may be, but I am still drawing a blank. Until I find it, I will keep on helping and volunteering where and how I currently do: by volunteering with First Serve, taking care of the babies in our church's nursery, etc.
I still feel like it's not enough.