Thursday, February 24, 2011

I've been around

I'm just waiting for things to get going and I'm feeling antsy. I've been doing a lot of questioning and wondering recently about whether I'm doing enough. Am I doing enough to make a difference? Am I doing enough to please God? Am I doing enough to please the Timmy? And i don't have any answers yet. I don't expect full answers, but I would just sometimes like to know if I'm on the right track.

Recently, I have felt that I need to do more. I have a feeling that I am destined to do something wonderful, but I don't know what. I've been trying to keep my eyes, ears and heart out seeking what that may be, but I am still drawing a blank. Until I find it, I will keep on helping and volunteering where and how I currently do: by volunteering with First Serve, taking care of the babies in our church's nursery, etc.

I still feel like it's not enough.


  1. I totally get that feeling. I don't know how to decide when it's "enough". I mean...when you're serving God -- all your heart, mind, and strength...that doesn't leave anything left. So I'm constantly questioning myself in this area. Enter LFAC. Because I just felt like I needed to be doing more.

    Lord, grant us wisdom to know when we are pleasing you...and to avoid the pit of guilt from worrying that we aren't doing enough.

  2. You are! You are doing enough! Keep praying for guidence on where you should be giving. But just relish in the joys of life. You are a wonderful person lady and I love you. Give me your email address. I am going to send you my story. love you girl.

  3. I've been trying to enjoy life, but I still have that nagging feeling that there is something more that I should be doing. Someday, I'll find out. :)

    One of my emails is